Prayer for Faith

I am and have been going through such a painful time and it seems to be never ending.  I confess my sins daily and I pray, but I feel that I am so spiritually messed up. I don't think God is hearing my prayers. I do read my bible, but I'm having a very difficult time believing it. I am numb and I don't see God’s blessings in my life, especially answers to my prayers. I don't even know how I go on, except that I know Jesus is holding onto me. Please pray that God’s word comes alive to me and that I will develop a greater hunger for it. I need God’s word, but I feel that every effort I make is in vain. I also struggle with depression and even that is getting worse. Thank you.