I feel really lost. I have accepted Jesus into my life however, I don't feel connected to HIM in any way. I live alone and feel all alone in this world. I deal with depression every day and really have lost the hope in life to live. I'm not suicidal, but just want whatever this is in my heart that makes me feel lonely to go away. I am also attracted to the same sex, since I was a young child but, I have never acted on those feelings. I feel confused and in a constant struggle. Thank you for prayers.