Please pray, I've lost the girl of my dreams. I broke-up with my girlfriend recently and my life has rapidly declined. I still love her; she was the only person I had on this earth. I went astray from Jesus and the devil has caused me to say some very unforgettable, unforgivable, and hurtful things. She hates me and I feel as if I am trapped in an endless loop of heartbreak. I’m afraid I'll never learn how to love or know real love because I get jealous very easily. I feel I'm not good enough for anything and that I don't matter to anyone. I can feel the Lord trying to help me, but I feel as if I'm not good enough. I need tremendous help in my walk with the Lord because I’m scared that I'll mess that up like I do everything else. I'm begging, please pray for the Lord to heal my suicidal mental and physical state right now. Also, please pray for my ex-girlfriend Maresha, that the Lord will truly enter her heart. Brad